Confession

When I look into your eyes, there’s a magic I can’t explain.

Somehow I know that you see past all the hurt and you take away my pain.

You take me as I am, whatever mess that I may be.

And my heart became unlocked, because somehow your magic was able to set me free.

You see past all my flaws, even the ones I try to hide.

You are the only one I’d ever want standing by my side!

I know you think I’m amazing, but in my eyes, so are you!

And I will think that way forever, no matter what you do!

There’s a light somewhere inside you, that reaches all you meet.

You may never be able to see it, but it’s really quite unique!

It gives those around you hope, even if just a glimmer.

And even when I’m ┬ánot around you, your light just never gets dimmer!

I hope one day you see inside you, what I’ve seen from just one glance.

It’s the only way to set yourself free and give yourself a fighting chance!

I knew you were special right from the very start, because it could only take someone special like you, to be able to open up my now unbroken heart!

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As I look out my window into the dark night sky

I often ponder why I bother to still try

Why do I continue to believe in girlish dreams?

Why do I continue to love effortlessly when I’m so damaged (or so it seems)?

Why do I keep hoping that one day I’ll be loved in return?

Why do I give my heart so freely only to get burned?

Why is there no one who seems destined for just me?

why do I love blindly when everyone else can freely see?

Why do I wear my heart on my sleeve?

Why oh why do I still want to believe?

Why do I hold onto to hope that happily ever after still exists?

Why could I possibly believe in possibilities when my experiences have taught me nothing but indifference?

Why can someone like me, who had been bruised so many times still be a hopeless romantic naive to all the pain and lies?

Why is it that the ones who get knocked down the most, are the ones who always have the most hope?

Why does it seem like the cycle never ends?

Why does no one want to ever begin as friends?

Why can’t this world see how easy it could be?

If we all just gave more kindness, we all wore our hearts on our sleeve?

And why can’t anyone else see how amazing I can be?

If you just get past the walls of the crazy person I allow you to only see in me?

Broken Heart

My Heart is breaking and I can’t stop shaking.

Wish I could open my eyes and awaken.
What have I done to deserve this?

What can I do to get outta this mess?
Why can’t I just not feel?

Why do I make it impossible to deal?
I was happy just being me

Then you came around and I couldn’t see

Now I’m in pain, thinking about you

Apparently I’m to blame but I don’t know how?

I’m so confused and hurt inside

I didn’t ask to feel the way I do

Why did you have to be so incredibly you?